When you have some kind of feeling towards the person you least expect to like. I feel weird for thinking I like him, I'm still confused about it so I can't make an official statement like "I like this boy blah blah blah." What's funny is that we have the same schedule so I see his face in all of my classes. Also, we sit next to each other in science. 

We were never friends or anything, I've never had an actual conversation with him. I guess we never noticed each other last year, even though we had the same advisor. This year, I was surprised to see him. I'm one of those girls who would always keep their feelings inside until I'm sure of what's going on. Maybe this whole thing will last a couple of days and go away, who knows. But sometimes, it's kind of hard to let go. I usually jump into conclusion when I'm unsure of things... 

Anyways, back to the classes thing. Yesterday, my friend Rebecca and I came into science a little late, we planned to sit at this one table but it was full so we had to walk across the room and sit with these two boys. She knew both of them, and he was one of them. So we just sat there for a while, waiting for the teacher to come in. He came in a gave us a seating chart, and it turns out I sit right next to him. Yay me, not really. It's kind of annoying, but funny at the same time, probably why science is one of my favorite class right now. I feel kind of awkward sometimes, being the girl who's just there while the guys just talk around you. His friends' back is facing mine and they would talk to each other across the table and sometimes it's kind of annoying. Like I can hear you, whispering is kind of useless unless it's cause you don't want the teacher to hear. They talk about the weirdest crap ever, I swear. 

Yesterday, we did say a couple of words to each other but that's all. And then today we were reviewing some vocabs and we exchanged a couple of more words. During the last period, Rebecca and I went to the bathroom cause she needs to pee, so I went with her. We came into literature a little late, causing to interrupt the teacher's talk, which I don't think is a very good first impression. I walked by his desk, which was the first one, towards the seat in the back where my best friend was. When I walked by, he quickly whispered, "You're late!" and I just glared at him cx

Aha, that's really all. I wanted to get some of my feelings out. Let's just say we're not gonna reveal anything about this dude until I officially know what my feleings are. This sounds so serious lol. Anyways, we have P.E together but he has a different teacher, so yay he won't see me embarrass myself except for the other classes. :3

Oh! I just realized I never told you guys about Jeret? Well, over the summer I got his number and kind of "confess" and thank the lord my best friend was there cause she did the rest of the work cause I was panicking too much. Anyways, so I asked if we're friends or anything, and he was like "Totally :)" so that made me feel WAY better but I was still kind of embarrassed and regretful. Oh and, he started following my Instagram and stuff lol. But unfortunately, he's taken now. Aha, turns out he likes this girl who's on the same team as him. They're like best friends and I guess they're cute together :) 

I really need to go upstairs, I'm down here all alone. My mom left a couple of minutes ago... I need to bathe. Lol, good night everyone :D Oh and just a warning, there will be boys blog posts and shiz coming cx I'm just giving you all a warning!

Did I mention my best guy friend, Tylor, is now single and my best friend has been telling me to go get "my man"?! XD Like she ships us sooo hard and I don't even know xD