Hey guys, this is my first time ever blogging something about my life but hopefully you guys can relate to it and give me some advice!

Well school just started a few weeks ago and it's pretty chill. I'm a sophmorein High School but i guess more work will come in the future...ugh... like i'm already preparing for science fair >.<

But on to what i want to talk about

Attraction, Crushes, and Love...

In my entire life i only had crushes 2 guys and never had a boyfriend :o lol

In 7th grade i had a huge crush on this one guy, and i liked him ever since the beginning of 9th...

And then when 9th came around, I wanted to get over him so I started getting attracted to this one guy on my tennis team, I knew nothing about him.

He was quiet and quite intimidating, so i was really shy and could never approach him...

I always thought he was cute, but then someone said we would make a cute couple and i started to like him .... lol what that doesn't make sense hehe

I told some people that i liked him and i asked one of friends to tell him that i liked him.... BIG MISTAKE! After that everyone knew that I was the girl that liked him. And the thing was, he was a year older than me!!!

So through the rest of year I liked him and people would make fun of me for liking him. I even made him a valentine's day card and asked him to go to my orchestra banquet with me (he said yes doe).

But there was one thing I never knew.... If he liked me.

During this year about 4 guys told me they liked me, but they all gave up on me once they found out i liked someone.

By the time summer was here, I decided to give up on him. I realized how stupid i was to go after a guy that never even liked me back. I really wish he told him that he didn't like me back, because i've would've been less embarassed...

Now this year, I told myself "no thinking about boys!!" I don't want drama start like last year... ugh. But seriously there is this one guy and omg he is so cute! He has such pretty eyes... I can't... I seriously can't stop thinking about him...

But i started thinking... If i ever do start to ever like this guy, I will tell no one and keep it to myself.

I will handle things on my own.

But omg he's just so cute *_* I really want to get to know him, but I'm really shy.... ugh.

Anyways How's life for you guys? Tell me!

Even tell me your probs ! I'll listen and give you advice!! ^^