Suddenly
All become so bright...
So silent.
All the memories...
All the moments...
Flashing infront of my eyes
Like the movie...
Playing in a white screen
One by ones...
At first all so clear then slowly dissapear
Feel so hard to breathe...
It was really hurt
All the energy suddenly dissapear...
Even there is no more left just for move the finger.
That time feel wanna scream...
But there is no sound
Suddenly my voice gone...
So hopeless
Unconsciously the tear falling down from my eyes...
Then...
After few minutes...
All become so bright but so noisy
Alot of voice calling my name...
Some of them crying...
Sobbing...
Feel so light
That noisy voice...
That cry...
Make all the pain being more hurt
But...
Now i can feel my heart beating
Fresh air slowly feeling my lungs
I can breathe again
Though so weak...
But i can hear my own voice...
Crying feel alive again...
Slowly all the worries dissapear
Then i close my eyes again...
Maybe after i wake up
All the pain will gone
And all will be just fine

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this was part of my life diaries and actually it was really happen to me few years ago when i got an accident. That time i though all will end right there.but then here i am now,alive and write this.feel dying is scary but that was a moment where you could feel how precious something that we called as LIFE.