I don't like this guy...

We only texted for a few weeks until now...

One night on the first day we texted, he said he loves me. We're not even close in personal.

I made him wait though.

He's still waiting and I hate it that he's hurrying me!

Yet I feel sorry for him.

So I lied that I like him a little bit.

I'm sorry chingu... I want to tell him that I don't like him but I couldn't.

I mean, he's a nice person, he's cute, tall but I don't have any feelings for him . I only want him as a friend but to make him feel better, I had to lie that I like him...

But I like someone else.

He's playful... childish... Well, yeah, immature a bit, and yes he's cute and tall and he can be nice too, sometimes we fight, but with laughing moments. He's not a shy type person like the other one who's shy in personal. But of course, my crush gets shy when they tease us together ...

But this guy that I like... I have known him and been in the same class with him for 3 years already. We had a past when our classmates teased us saying that we're cute together, we're together... something like that . Even our past teacher teases us . I started forgetting about him when I heard he's dating a person, a girl from 1st class. . . That girl even won in the badminton game, versus me, and I lost. <3

Now, I like him again. He's noisy, he's caring too. Once I accidentally cut my thumb, only a bit though, and he was saying I should go to the clinic repeating it over and over again!!! Kyaaa! But I've never told him I like him, that I have a crush on him, instead I lie to myself and to everyone, I don't have any feelings for him... I'm such a liar...

I don't know what to do.

Everytime I'm lying to the first guy I mentioned you about, saying I like him, I feel so sorry for him and for me...

But I want to be honest yet I can't get myself to do so...

Plese help me... It's so painful (well, a bit) cause I'm a liar... My bestfriend likes my crush very much, I never even told her that I like him too... I just support her... and when my crush is looking at me, I was too... and then suddenly my best friend told me that he's looking at her, she was so happy...!

and I tried to be happy, even though I was saying inside... 'I thought we were looking at each other'!

OMG, I'm going crazy! It's not just a crush ... I really really like that childish boy who told his friends (before) I'm his crush, then dated another girl then crush me again, then laughs with me, spends times with me, then chat with me on facebook... but he never even asked me my cellphone number...

Last year he even told his friend that he wanted to court to me,  looked at him and he just smiled... At that time, my feelings for him was gone already... I feel so bad that I didnt even smile back at that time!

ERRRMM! HELP ME!!! JUST A FEW ADVISES ON WHAT I SHOULD DO TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL BETTER? AND MAKE THE FIRST GUY I MENTIONED FEEL BETTER?

HOW CAN I TELL HIM THAT I DON'T EVEN LIKE HIM ???

>.< >.< Please everyone