What do you believe...?
So I've gone through such a transition of faith and religion over the past five years; I used to be a very conservative protestant to a liberal one, and now just a liberal ("normal-minded") agnostic who would like to believe in a higher spiritual governance and purpose to the universe.
This past year I really started wondering about reincarnation on a personal level. To account for many of the senses of nostalgic, longing, and feeling of strange familiarity mixed with "unfinished business," I started wondering if perhaps I have a past life or two. But the more I've pondered it, the more my orientation/uality comes into the mix also. I started wondering, did I use to be a man in one of my past lives? (An Asian man/woman in many others?) I have many reasons to wonder this, ever since I was a little girl I have had gender issues and generally feel more aligned with a male persona than a female one.
Ah, this all sounds weird, but whatever... >< I kinda want to believe we get another shot at things if the one you're currently in is so bad, you know? 'Cause I either must have been really bad in a previous life to get this one or I can look forward an even better one to come? I don't even know if it works like that. lmao. But - at least it's something I can hope for.
What about you?
**you can believe whatever you'd like, of course; everyone is free to have their own opinion, just as I have mine.
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