hey guys~

yes, the title says it all...idk what to do anymore! my stories...i have no motivation in updating them...i want to delete them but at the same i don't cuz of the amount of subbies that i have! i'm sorry but idk anymore...i'm not happy with this acc now...yes, i have another acc but i haven't been on this 1 in a while...if u're all thinking that i'm leaving..i'll tell u now that it's a no! aff is part of my life! there's no way i'm leaving! i just want to tell u guys that this acc is a disaster...everything is a mess on here! sorry but i feel like i don't want to use this acc anymore...so...i'm asking u guys...should i deactivate this acc or not? i mean, i don't hate anyone here! i luv everyone including my friends and subbies! but it's just this acc is not the way i liked it to be. idk if i'm ever going to update my stories or not...or if i should rewrite them all over...idk anymore! i'm sorry but i was thinking of not updating my stories anymore cuz my mind is mess up right now. writer's block everywhere! also, i'm very busy with school and having issues with family. um...sorry guys, this is just my rant...it's just i want to tell u guys what i feel...guys, don't think i hate all of u...i don't...in fact, u guys r really awesome! all of u! anyways, please help me guys! give me ur opinions! tell me what u think i should do...right now, i want to take a break...please just give ur advice then i'll c what i should do with this acc...that's all i have to say...sorry for making u all upset and thank u for wasting ur time to read this blog...ok...i feel like crying now...honestly, i don't want to deactivate this acc or anything but it's just a complete mess! ok...please give me ur advices unnies, oppas, and dongsaengs! i'll be glad! anyways, i'll be going now...bye...

<3 u all,

luvfics02