OK, so my grandmother's sister's son (O.o) is in a coma, and since he lives in Portugal... which is 1878.59 miles away from Cape Verde... She's gonna go there, and I'm gonna stay at my aunt's house, where there's no Internet and no laptop... T.T

WHY GOD?!

WHY?!

Anyways... Guys... I need someone to hold me, because I feel... Sad.

My mum gave me... Horrible NEWS.

It kinda went like this:

M: Catia, I need to talk to you. *points to the seat next to her*

C: *sits and stares at her, because her mum doesn't usually start the serious conversations* Yes, mum...?

M: Hm..  I need to talk to you...

C: Yes...? I'm listening.

I'm gonna cut this part since it's tooooooooooooooooooo personal.

In the end, she told me she wants to go live in Portugal for a year, starting the next Spring, and I'm going with her. I don't know if you guys could a handle something like this well.. But honestly, I won't. Going to a new school, leaving my friends... It would be the most painful experience in my life. I'd rather stay at my horrible's aunt house with no Internet then staying at another country where people are somewhat scary >.> (Europeans are veeeeery scary, believe me.)

And all I told my mum was:

"OF course, I will, mum. Everything for you!"

...

Why does life so much...? I don't wanna leave Cape Verde for a year. I hate this place, but this is where I grew up, and where I have all of my friends!!! Wait.. ARE you actually reading this? Wow, you really have nothing to do... Or, you really care about me.. ^^

Guys... Please confort me... *does aegyo*

Hm... Oh and go tell congrats to Haerin!!! ^^ She got a new booooyfrieeeeend... EH, EH , EH! XD oh, I love her... I hope she's happy with that guy...