i'm back for a brief moment.
managed to do one update,
i kind of broke my promise not to touch AFF until november.

anyways,
to the gist of my post,
ranting.

if you're not willing to here or read any rantings, i really suggest that you close this page.
nah, just kidding. 
truthfully i'm complaining here and hopefully someone would offer some words of encouragement.

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i feel like i'm not a good writer.
i'm definitely not a regular updater which probably gives many the pet peeves.

my story seem cliche,
thats what i think sometimes when i read my own stories,
to think that i actually do that so that my view counts will rise.

anyways,
i always light up when i see one new comment or a new subbie,
it makes me smile for a while.

honestly being a author is not extremely easy,
i guess most of you would know :-)

i spend close to two hours straight just typing and re-editing my stories.
it gets tiring at times.

furthermore,
its kind of like a dagger through your heart when you see the top writers getting subbies and comments overnight.
and those numbers are SKYHIGH.

but, they did work their way through.
SO,

that ends this complaining session.
congrats to all who have scrolled through this post.

just needed a little boost from you guys,
selfish request (from me) if you could leave a short comment.
(me needs a little ego boost, JKJK, a little encouragement)

toodles,
travellator