God!! I have been dreamt the same dream about that Cold City Man almost a weeks! About the vacation, the campfire, the wolf boy, the kiss(?) and in the forest. Why? Why? Why? I almost be craazy because of that dream. Its lucky that I'm not crazy yet.

Today, I got a dream about him. Again. This time, its totally different from usually I dreamt. Its about him, Infinite and Running Man. I don't know why but I never ever dreamt of Running Man before this especially HaHa, Sparta Jongkook and Gary.

The dream were about the L who was on vacation on the ship(?) with a girl who wear white dress. Then the girl fall into the sea. L tried to save her but she nowhere to found. L got a cramp and he almost drown.

Me and Infinite who saw the whole incident tried to save him by brought him to the beach. I made a CPR to him but he still didn't awake. Infinite started to feel worried and they brought him to clinic or to my house.

Infinite left him in my room and asked me to take care of him while they looking for a doctor. They gone almost 2 hours and L finally awake. I hugged him but he pushed me away by saying that I lied to him. Lied to him? Because of what? I never told him a lie!!

Because of scared and worried of his healthy, I confessed to him about my feeling but do you know what he say? He rejected me! Well, actually I'm not sure if he rejected me or not cuz he just pushed me away and walked away from me. (What's that mean?)

Later, my little cousin said that Infinite already in their room. Creating some noises. Because of dissapointed, I shouted to them and say that one of them are totally selfish. Maybe he heard what I'm saying and later he get out from his room and yelled at me.

He told everyone that I confessed to him and he still didn't give any reply to it. That blushed me a lot. Its so such embarassing he said that to everyone. I feel wanna slap him for that but I wonder why my hand didn't want to give any coperate.

The last thing I remembered before I awake is, he doing something towards me. Not sure if he hugged or whispered.

That's all. Its like crazy dream right? Btw, this is my first blog post. I don't know what to post, so I post this. XD