WARNING: LONG BLOG! ONLY A REAL FANGIRL CAN UNDERSTAND MY FEELINGS RIGHT NOW. PLEASE COMFORT ME! T_T

http://www.allkpop.com/2011/11/snsd-tiffany-admits-she-fancies-infinites-hoya#disqus_thread

agsdkjsgkjdfhlg T_______T

While the lesson is going, I was doodling on my notebook. I didn't write anything but:

LEE HOWON,

HOYA,

HOWON,

SARANGHANDA,

SARANGHAEYO,

SARANGHAMNIDA, HOYA

INFINITE <3

I even filled almost all of my notebook with HOYA's name.

I am so extremely in love at him T_T I know most of you will understand this because you feel the same way to other idos..

BUT, TO BE REAL,

I really feel LOVE. ROMANTIC LOVE. not just a Love from a FANGIRL.

IT'S HARD TO EXPLAIN HOW AND WHY ! BUT I BET MOST OF YOU KNOW T__T

I like his actions.

I like his attitude.

I like his character.

I like his personality.

He's my ideal type.

I like EVERYTHING about him.

WAIT. screw that. It's not LIKE. IT's LOVE. I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM. I LOVE LEE HOWON.

I AM EXTREMELY MADLY DEEPLY CRAZY IN LOVE WITH LEE HOWON T____________T

A while ago, at the CHAPEL, I kneeled down and prayed to God. I said,

"Lord, I pray that the time will come when Hoya and I will finally meet and be together..."

I know nothing's impossible if you have FAITH.

AFTER reading that article on ALLKPOP saying that TIFFANY adores HOYA, I thought...

"Whoah.. Hoya is being liked by one of the prettiest and hottest SNSD member. HE might actually court her anytime.,"

BUT I HOPE THAT HE WON'T! IT will really break my heart like, I swear. :((

I don't know.. I'M BEING DELUSIONAL T_________T

I mean, come on. Who would ever say NO to TIFFANY, right? She's beautiful. Hot. y. SHE'S FREAKIN PERFECT.

UUGGHH ASDKJHGJKF I'M GOING CRAZY OVER THIS THING~ T______T

I think I better go see a specialist now.. I'M LOSING MY MIND!! /////3

I've been like this to Hoya for 8 months non-stop  now. Yes.

I never lost interest to him. I never lessen my love for him.

As time goes by, I love him even more and MORE and MORE.

He's all I think about.

yeah. call me delusional, but.. YEAAHH.... T___T

I NEED SOMEONE TO COMFORT ME

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