My Real Pain.

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 I'm ugly.

I'm fat.

I've been used to many times to even count. What did I do to deserve this? I hate all of this pain. Everyone thinks I am weak and talks nothing but bull about me. I'm fat and I am weak.

God, I really do take things to heart.

I started cutting myself when I was 12 and now...now...I would always through myself into the bathroom tub full of water in order to see if I can handle the burning sensation and need of oxygen from my lungs.

I'm fat so I starve myself. But I've stopped today since I almost collasped in school. Sigh, I try to smile and hide my feelings but I can never do so.

Why me?

I'm nothing--nobody.

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HaneulD #1
and yeah i talk a lot XD =$
HaneulD #2
i'll tell you what? how about you and me be friends and try to find our hobbies and work on it till we make it amazing so people's breaths hitch when they see us cuz we are amazing? =)
HaneulD #3
you know? here they are laughing at me cuz i'm too thin, i tried to fatten my self up so they could stop laughing and so they would like me, you know what happened when i fattened my self? they said you look funny you should lose weight, the pint is, don't let them play with your mind cuz no matter what you did they will still say the same things cuz they are not laughing at your shape they are laughing at your self cuz you are strong and special unlike them, they wish to be strong like you that's why they are trying to take that from you, they are trying to make you useless like them believe me
HaneulD #4
you know why do they talk nothing but bull about you? cuz they are useless and know nothing but that,they are just doing the only thing they know so don't give them the pleasure in knowing that the only thing they know how to do is working, be strong, give them the diff ears so they can know they are nothing but and how childish their doings is, and you, don't look at your outside and hate it no, look at your inside and love it cuz believe me there is who loves you for your self, you are special, they laugh at you cuz you are special, if they laugh at you for being special then laugh at them fir being plain and dull,
boyfriendexobap #5
No one is ugly. No one is fat. Just because your different, doesn't make you nothing. It makes you unique. Don't let anyone pull you down. The harder you push, the stronger you'll get. And no matter what, always remember, you are always you. No one can change that. You are special, you are unique, you are you.
YamiiKpop1815 #6
UNNIE (IF I'M PERMITTED TO CALL YOU THIS AND IF YOU'RE AN UNNIE), PLEASE DON'T BE LIKE THIS!
EVEN IF I DON'T KNOW YOU, I STILL DON'T WANT YOU TO SAY THESE THINGS..
YOU'RE GREAT IN A UNIQUE WAY!
AND YES, @eunji3r IS RIGHT! NO ONE'S UGLY!
EVERY SINGLE PEOPLE AND THINGS GOD MADE ARE BEAUTIFUL.
I HOPE YOU WOULD STOP CUTTING YOURSELF. CAUSE IT'S BAD. I'VE TRIED TO CUT MYSELF TOO, BECAUSE I WAS FEELING SO LONELY, SAD, HEARTBROKEN AND ETC. BUT WHAT DO I GET IN RETURN A FEW DAYS AFTER CUTTING MYSELF? KARMA ATTACKED ME.
I DON'T WANT SEEING OR READING THINGS LIKE THESE.
JEBAL, DON'T LET ANYONE SAY THAT TO YOU. NOBODY CAN JUDGE YOU. ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE YOU. JUST IGNORE THEM. NAE, UNNIE? :)

ALWAYS BE HAPPY~!
HWAITING~!
EVEIN IF I DON'T KNOW YOU, I'LL BE HERE TO SUPPORT YOU~! :)
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