So, because I'm now left jobless. I decided to go back to my bum way of life. Though it's just been 1 week; I think I'll go crazy if I don't get a job ASAP. Anyhoo, It was just now that I decided to watch Immortal Song 2. It's a korean variety show who has pop idols as their contestants. They're going to feature a "legendary" korean artist and the contestants will make a rendition on any of their songs. I don't know how I stumbled onto that variety show. I was just thinking of what to add in the latest chapter of my fic (I HAVE A WRITER'S BLOCK. AGAIN. DAMNIT) then while I was looking for stuff to fuel my feels I found the first episode. I was so shocked when I found out that three of my kpop crushes are part of the 6 contestants. Jong-puppy, Yesungie, and cutie-patootie-Yeosobie (Okay. I don't really call them that but it's cute, right?) so, they're going to compete against other famous pop idols (6 in total per episode) and aside from singing a rendition of a song from the "legendary" artist, they also have to first sing a song from the theme for that episode. To win, they're gonna be judged by 200 fans of the legendary artist so them being pop idols will have little to no bearing because most of the audience are the same age as my parents (50's and above) but I saw some young girls so maybe they can still have bearing and the older men like young girls so maybe them being all pretty or famous still counts so, meh. I dunno. hihihi. It was nice to hear them performing without the fangirls screaming at the end. So for this episode, it's Hyorin (SISTAR), Jieun (Secret), Changmin (2AM), Yeosob (B2st), Jonghyun (SHINee), and Yesung (you already know where he's from. Hihihihi).

So, when Yesung sang "The More I Love" by Boohwal, I was so amazed like I wasn't able to say anything. I don't understand korean but I just can't stop listening to him even tho I couldn't understand him. But what had me squealing like a fangirl on happy gas was what happened later on. After the performance, they were kinda being evaluated by the original singer of the song.. they said Yesung sang the song with the most desperate emotion. Yesung said after that he can relate to the song a lot. Then the show host said that he doesn't remember yesung ever having a girlfriend. The Yesung says "there is love that just isn't meant to be.". So after that, i exploded. It completely made sense to me how Yesungie could sing like that. He was singing it for his Kyuhyun. I've been playing that moment for like 10 times already and I can't still get over the feels. That really helped me. so now, I'm gonna go ahead and write. If you want to watch that episode, then go look for it. hahahaha! maybe you could find something else while you're looking. ;)

Just so you know, Yesung wins this episode. yay! :D

-Akira