My nightmares are coming to life. It's coming. I sense it. Everything feels so. I don't know but. I just hate it. Did you guys hear the news about Kikwang? He likes Victoria. And you know how I love Khun and Kikwang... Victoria is already Khun's "wife" which was already a nightmare to me. Kikwang wants to have a meal with Victoria. My nightmares could get worse. Where does Kang Jiyoung fall into who's arms? If not Jiyoung why Victoria? Why do they like Victoria? Sure, everybody says she's cute but still. I'm a DIE HARD fan of Kara especially Jiyoung. Why is it the two male idols I love the most have to like one girl all together. In my dream it was Jiyoung that was suppose to be Kikwang and Khun fighting over her. Why is it Victoria? Why isn't my dream coming true for once? Why is everything so... Why?

Why didn't I pay attention to Kara before the Korean Music Festival? Why do I even have to ask why? What really is the reason to living? What happens after we reach our goal? What is it that I REALLY need to live for? Money, education, and love? What does it really have to do in the human race? We don't see animals doing it. Why must we do it? Who made money? Who made the whole idea of the money thing? Is it just to make everything go under control?

This video kinda explains.

Wow, look at the change of subject...