So yesterday My boyfriend crashed my car going to work. He was borrowing it.

He completely totalted it so it's no longer drivable.

This is the reason for my lack of updates.

I was very upset and still am.

My car was my baby and now its dead and I had to pick my stuff out of it yesterday and say goodbye to it forever. 

I don't think I even had my car for 2 years. 

Sorry I just had to vent somewhere. 

I'm going to try and update and post chapteres but my mood may make chapters darker so I don't know if I will end up updating but I will try if you guys promise to show me love and make me happy.

I could really use some love right now. I have no idea how to get to work now and I have to buy another car...somehow.

Life throws like this at me and i'm not sure where to start picking up the pieces. 

My boyfriend is fine by the way....our relationship I'm not sure.