I went to attend Etude Pink Play Party in Singapore today, I just got home not long ago.

I was hoping to have a pleasant night there, but guess I was wrong.

I wasn't affected physically, but I am affected emotionally and mentally.

I'm a VIP so I didn't have to queue, but I did, anyways. I got in and we've to play 3 stages just to get into the "talk & sing"

Talk? BULL, THERE'S NOTHING TO TALK????? THERE'S ONLY A MAKE UP SESSION, THEN SULLI CAME OUT TO BE A "MODEL" AND SHINee CAME TO PERFORM AND THEN THEY LEAVE????

I'm already prepared that SHINee will leave after 3-4 songs and then happily (or tiredly) goes back to Korea or Japan.

And then I heard from my friend that the centre moshpit were pushing and kicking each other???? A fan even got "used" as a tripod?

ALSO THEY SCOLDED VULGARATIES???? I'M UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED AND DISGRACE (SHAWOLS, OR A FRIEND OF MINE TOLD ME SHINee HEARD IT WTF)

AND THEN THEY GOT KINDA UPSET??? TAEMIN IS REALLY TIRED, THE ONLY TIME HE SMILED WHEN IT WAS TIME TO THROW THE "bALLS" TO THE FANS WTF

AND THEN SULLI CAME JUST TO STAND THERE, SAY A FEW WORDS AND TO PASS PRESENTS TO FANS???

THERE WEREN'T MUCH F(X) OR BABYSUL'S FANS THERE EXCEPT ME AND A FEW, FROM WHAT I SEE

SO I WAS RUNING HERE AND THERE WITH THE BANNER Aff(x)tion Singapore GAVE AND THEN I YELLED "SULLI!" WHEN SHE WAS WALKING BACK TO THE BACKSTAGE.

YES, SHE SMILED WHEN SHE WALKED BACK BUT AFTER I YELLED (I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO YELLED AND THE CROWDS AND MC WERE QUIET) AND HER SMILE GOT WIDER

DO YOU KNOW HOW HAPPY I WAS WHEN I SEE HER SMILE GOT WIDER????? IM PRETTY SURE, 75% SHE HEARD ME BCOS WE WERE QUITE NEAR 

IM SO HAPPY THAT AT LEAST SHE HEARD SOMEONE SCREAMED HER NAME, EVEN THOUGH SHE DIDN'T KNOW WHO IT WAS, OR WHO CARRIED HER BANNERS (I BET SHE SAW SOME, A LADY FROM KOREA LIFTED HER BANNER UP AS WELL, THANK YOU)

AND AS SHE WALKS BACK, SHE DIDN'T LOOK AT ANYONE, SHE HAS THIS "IM SO EMBARRASSED" FACE ON HER DO YOU KNOW HOW HEART BROKEN I AM???

YOU INVITED SULLI HERE TO BE A GUEST, AN IDOL, NOT A ING MODEL TBH ETUDE HOUSE????

WHAT'S THE POINT IF YOU INVITE SULLI HERE JUST TO GIVE OUT THE PRESENTS AND THEN A GROUP PHOTO WITH THE GIRLS WHO ENTERED THE "CONTEST" FOR THE F(X) THING?????

EXTRA FRUSTRATED WHEN I HEARD THE BOYS ACTUALLY HEARD FANS SCOLDING EACH OTHER IN VULGARATIES??? THEY MAY NOT KNOW ENGLISH, BUT THEY, AT LEAST, HAVE HEARD OF ENGLISH VULGARATIES

KOREAN FANSITES MASTERS WERE ALSO BEING PUSHED, SOME EVEN COMPLAINED ON TWITTER, HOW EMBARRASSED CAN I GET????

I WANT TO SHOW THAT NOT ALL SHAWOLS ARE LIKE THIS, SHAWOLS CAN ALSO SUPPORT ANY GROUPS, OTHER MEMBERS OF ANY GROUPS AS WELL. (I'M A F(X) FAN BTW)

I HOPE KEY ISN'T THE UPSET (BASICALLY HE UNDERSTANDS ENGLISH, SO)

I HOPE THEY AREN'T THIS UPSET AND ALSO, I HOPE ALL OF THEM GET MORE REST, ESPECIALL TAELLI T_T

AFTERALL, I GET TO MEET THEM AGAIN. IT FEELS GREAT, REALLY.