I'll admit

I'm the the smartest kid. I'm not the boldest. I'm just a kid who sits in the back of the class always looking out the window thinking, " Life isn't always how you want it." But just because I don't get the grades my parents want doesn't mean they shpuld compare me to others. They just told me that my sister is smarter than me. I tried brushing it off. But then I couldn't  get it to stop bothering me. So I went upstairs and thought about it.

" Am I really that stupid? So stupid that my YOUNGER sister is smarter than me? So stupid that my test scores are low? At least I tried.  I told my parents I will try harder this year, so they tell me ' so you weren't trying last year?' That really hurt. When ever someone talks about how bad my grades are, I feel like stabbing myself. Because I'm too stupid to live. I at everything that involves achedemics. Which I'm sure I spelled wrong.  Only thing I'm good at are P.E and art, which I'm sure doesn't matter to anyone.  So basicly I at everything. I'm not an 'honor student'. I may not even get to collage. No matter how much I try, I always fail. But now it doesn't matter. Because by the time people figure out that I'm more than just a 'Stupid Kid', I'll be dead."

goodbye.

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Exoticangelbaby23 #1
Same goes with me my dad wants me to do good in science and maths but i always get C's and D's and he thinks i don't do good in school but i do good in arts but he said that it's not art that i have to be good at , i have to be good at maths and science and now i have to quit basketball so i can focuse on school . I know how you feel chingu kekeke
scnyan94 #2
Aww baby you are not stupid~ Studies don't mean the world there're things that are way more important and just because someone doesn't have that good grades it doesn't mean that person is silly - just think of Einstein, if I remember it correctly he kind of failed in maths or physics but still he was one of the most intelligent people in the world.
And if they keep comparing you to your sister, what I know just too well compare them to other parents I bet your parents won't like that either XD
decimal #3
i hate how the world only cares about academics ><
NewBeginnings #4
Aigoo~ you're not stupid. Don't listen to what the other people are saying. Believe in yourself and keep trying. That's what I always do. I really know what you feel. I'm also not smart, but I keep doing my best. I don't care about what they say... I believe in myself and I know I'll be a successful person.. I know you're going to be successful too~ ^u^ hwaiting! I believe in you~!
AsianCookiex3 #5
I know how you feel! I am also the stupid one in my family and they always put me down but you got to enjoy the other things that makes you happy! ^^ don't just think this is all that matters grades yes they are important but if you think you can do it then you can Di it! Just believe in yourself! Nothing will get better only if you choose too! So be happy and stand up brush your shoulders off and smile cause this is your life and you do whatever you do! And don't say that pe and art is not good t all! It is absolutely important and if you are really good at it then good for you cause I am horrible at pe and okay at art! And you my beautiful friend just don't let words hurt you too much just think about everything you do has a purpose and if you try hard enough then you are enough! You are good and I'm proud of you ok? I love you and I just want you to be happy never put yourself down cause you tried and I know it hurts but you are enough! An you are smart! And you are beautiful in everyday! So chin up and smile! :)
kpopforeverr #6
Don't listen to them ...
I know how you feel, it's okay.
Feel better!
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