Life's got a hold of me...
ALOHA
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Hello lovelies ^^ Yeah it has been a wile since I posted a blog and as my title says, life has a hold on me! I have been so busy with work and catching up my study, I am having a hard time to update everything. I guess that's what they call life right? But either way I don't like it much! As some of you might have noticed I am not having a good time at work and truth be told, I am actually going there with the crankiest mood, and I am usually not like this, so this is bad! Why not quit? Yea I have been thinking about that, but I might be going to Boston by the end of the year and if this really works out the way I hope it does, it means I can quit end of October, so I have to bare with it until that time since there is no use to look for another job in Berlin when I will be abroad for 36 weeks at least. Now some of you subbies might wonder why on earth I take so long to update everything, that is exactly why. AFF is my escape from the daily I need to take from the job (yap for the first time in my life I got cursed at over the phone by an angry customer O.o), I also experienced massive headaches on a daily basis over the last two weeks and it's everything but fun. Usually it blows over, but it just keeps returning and nothing is helping in the long run. I did some research and it might be I am having migraine since these headaches are not just headaches, but I get nouseous and dizzy with it too and that in combination with my balance disorder it's not that good. All I want to do and can do at that time is lie down and close my eyes for a bit. Not only am I lacking updating my stories and my shops, I have a hard time to balance my study time with the crazy shifts I work at work, read, I don't have a social life cause of those shifts and it seems to get worse by the week. The reason? They don't have enough staff in our team that speak Dutch & English, because everyone is walking out quitting finding other jobs :/ So imagine how much pressure that is for me and some of my colleagues (yea not everyone, cause not everyone is working). Tensity is at it's highest point. Everyone is cranky and wants to leave and this really destroys the whole atmosphere while some colleagues are actually cool to work with, but the pressure is ruining it all. I finally have two weeks off, but I spent the first two days mostly sleeping cause I am not feeling good, however today I am not doing so bad, so I am trying to do as much updating as I can. I hope you guys can forgive me? I really hope things will go back to normal soon. Nuff about the serious business called life...I know this video is a bit old....but holy damn...aren't they looking sharp, y, handsome and extremely good in these satin suits? O.o My poor JJong feels...JJong...stop torturing me like that ♥♥♥ (No really, that was a joke, ahahaha!!. I hate it, but I love it....) |
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