Lost but not Found
Can somebody please tell me that I'm not the only one that feels completely lost and you have no idea what's going on?
More often than not, I tend to feel like I don't belong anywhere. I know I'm nowhere near being a social butterfly, but can't help but feeling overshadowed when being put into social situations. I know I tend to push people away saying I'd rather be alone... but I think it's because once I'm there, I'll feel unwanted.
I feel like I've made a few new friends here... but I can't help but think it just doesn't feel right. Being forgotten is my worst fear (even worse than spiders) and I'm starting to feel like that's happening. But I'm not getting too hasty with these things. I'm the type of person that likes to wait things out and watch from afar and that's what I'm doing right now; waiting things out to see what happens.
I feel incredibly lost... but I know I just haven't been found... yet.
Letting some of you know: I posted a blog earlier about a main character for a story called "It Started with a Suicide Note." I've already started writing it and the main guy will be a surprise until I officially post the story on AFF. What kind of story do you think it is based off the title?
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