Hey guys :-) 

So today I just felt like venting about recent events so please just bare with me while I let this out, and I'm going to apologize now if I offend some of you...So I apologize.

This is for those immature Skydragon shippers out there. I am a 100% SD shipper mainly because I love the two from what I've seen of them I am a CL/Chearin stan even if I'm not as vocal as most and G Dragon/Jiyong is my bias for all male kpop groups and I became a shipper before I even knew what the hell it was mainly because I love their chemistry and the fact that you can tell their friendship is real.

But on to my real problem I was really pissed at some of the things I read today and last night. 

1. Cl is being used as a cover up- really are you ing serious. I'm going to leave it at that before I spazz.

2. Jiyong is not worthy of her anyway- really and how do you know? Do you know this man personally? Do you see him in his daily life? No you don't all you know and see is what he allows you to know and see and then just run of assumptions and your crazy theories, so sit the down and shut the up.

3. I quit being a SD shipper because Kiko was at the party- Oh well life goes on but really just because she was their is no reason to feel all hurt. Because at the end of the day no one knows whats really going on between them.

Look I will be honest when I saw pictures of CL and GD at his party I was happy as hell I mean I was smiling like a freakin fool most of the day at work. And when it came out that Kiko was there I won't lie I felt a pang in my heart but I built a bridge and got over it.

Why? Because at the end of the day they are just a pair of people I want to see together but if they turn out to be nothing more than friends I will be fine and even if it comes out that he and Kiko plan to get married I will be fine and wish them the best. Why? Because at the end of the day I don't know them or who they really are or how they feel.

Now to the other issue I have please stop with the ignorant comments and really some of you are beginning to sound like that bitter struggle ship who will remain un-named. The is annoying and not cute at all, look I understand some of you just want to show support but don't act like uncivilized savages just because your feelings are hurt about something you have control over.

The things I've seen some people post is just plain embarrassing and I have nothing to do with them other than the fact that we both share the same ship. And if it embarrasses me then it will embarrass the whole of us as a group. All I am saying is as much as you might want someone to get together you can't make it happen no matter how much you and cry.

As I said I'm a SD shipper and will always be one even if they marry other people only for the reason that I really like the two as a pairing, but my life will go on it won't stop because they chose to be with someone who makes them happy. 

I just want some of you to just take a step back take a deep breath and get over your overly sensitive emotions because honestly they are living their lives trying their best to be happy and could really care less how your shipper heart feels.

Oh and one more thing that burned my was people harping about they just need to come out with the truth put it all in the open. You say that but put yourself in their shoes. This is their hustle and any good hustler knows you don't with your hustle unless you are 100% sure about the outcome. That said they might be together and just aren't ready for it to distract from their real work, or maybe just maybe they want some freaking privacy because as soon as it comes out that GD is dating anyone that poor girls life will be over as far as privacy. Or maybe they really aren't sure how strong their love is which is sad if true.

And lastly to all you CL haters I hope you all fall into a hole with spikes and flesh eating beetles and die slowly...joke...no I'm serious I dislike you all if I could find you and shoot you in the knee caps I would, yes this is how much I stan this woman.

I stan her so bad  me and my friends, boyfriend and we argue over how good she is (not the bad kind of arguing for some of you dumb folks). They think Suju is the best (so sad) I rep CL and GD and YGE.

Anyway all I am trying to say is calm your and enjoy without getting to delusional and have fun with your otp people.

And you don't have to agree with me on any of this its just how i feel, but really guys lets lose the grade kid mentality. And until I get over my SD phase(I doubt it I still read Naruto every week have been since it came out and still hoping he ends up with HinIta) I'm going to love it and have fun with it.