MY DARAGON HEART... IT HURTS T.T

NOW.. I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO START! BUT... OKAY HERE IT GOES.. I'M REALLY HURT YOU GUYS..LIKE REALLY.. IT PAINS ME! IF U GUYS HAVE CHECKED THE DARAGON FMV I RECENTLY POSTED THEN I GUESS YOU GUYS HAVE READ THE COMMENT BY XRetroMaxwellHotel HE SAID THAT HE'S FROM JAPAN AND THAT HE SAW GD TOGETHER WITH KIKO IN THE SAME HOTEL T.T I KNOW AS A LOYAL APPLER I SHOULDN'T DOUBT DARAGON OR SO... BUT.. BUT IT HURTS A LOT! I'M IN DEEP PAIN TO SEE SUCH COMMENTS AND.. I'M SORRY BUT I GUESS I'M DOUBTING THEM NOW.. I NOW SOME APPLERS CAN BE A BIT DELUSIONAL SOMETIMES...WELL THAT I CAN BE A BIT DELUSIONAL SOMETIMES.. OVERREACTING WITH STUFF BUT.. I GUESS IT'S JUST A WAY FOR ME TO REMIND MYSELF HOW GREAT THIS SHIPPING IS.. HOW AMAZING IT IS.. SHIELDING MY MIND AND HEART FROM THE NEGATIVITY.. I'VE BEEN THROUGH A LOT.. WE HAVE BEEN TRHOUGH A LOT.. AND I GUESS WE (APPLERS) MANAGED TO SURVIVE THOSE.. BUT RIGHT NOW.. I'M TORN.. I'M SORRY U GUYS! I'M SORRY FOR BEING UNLOYAL AND FOR DOUBTING! I.. I GUESS IT JUST GOT TO ME.. THE COMMENTS AND THE BASHING..EVERYTHING! BUT EVEN THOUGH I'M TORN, CONFUSE, ANGRY, PISSED AND HURT.. I WILL.. I REPEAT WILL NEVER EVER THINK OF QUITING THIS SHIPPING! DARAGON IS MY OTP AND WILL ALWAYS WILL BE! I LOVE THEM.. YES I LOVE THEM THAT IT HURTS.. IT HURTS A LOT! MY HEART IS ACHING T.T (SORRY U GUYS.. I'M SOBBING REALLY HARD RIGHT NOW) WELL.. SINCE I'M ALREADY HERE CONFESSING MY HEART OUT.. LET ME CONTINUE.. THERE ARE A LOT OF PEOPLE.. WHO ARE SAYING THAT IT'S A REAL PITY FOR DARA FOR USING HER AS A COVER UP FOR GD'S RELATIONSHIP AND STUFF.. I DO AGREE WITH THEM! WELL A PART OF ME DOES AGREE WITH IT! DARA IS PROBABLY HURTING.. NOT JUST BECAUSE OF HIM BUT BECAUSE OF THE CONSTANT HATE THAT SHE'S RECIEVING! I MEAN I DO PITY HER.. SHE'S A GROWN WOMAN WHO HAD BEEN THROUGH A LOT.. SPECIALLY WITH LOVE! IT'S JUST SAD THAT..SHE'S TREATED LIKE THIS.. I'M SORRY.. I KNOW I'M NOT IN THE RIGHT POSSITION TO TALK LIKE THIS.. BUT I'M JUST VOICING OUT HOW I FEEL! AND.. EVERYBODY DESERVES TRUE LOVE RIGHT? AND I THINK SHE'S NO DIFFERENCE FROM ALL OF US! YES.. GD AND KIKO MIGHT BE DATING.. AND THAT LEAVES DARA ALONE.. BUT SINCE I LOVE GD.. EVEN THOUGH IT HURTS AND IT REALLY PISSES ME OFF.. I WILL ACCEPT IT WHOLEHEARTELY IF HE WILL GO OUT IN PUBLIC WITH HIS TRUE RELATIONSHIP WITH KIKO! (THOUGH I CAN'T REALLY SEE HIM WITH OTHER GIRLS THAN DARA.. I WILL STILL TRY MY BEST) I GUESS.. GD ISN'T REALLY THE RIGHT GUY FOR HER THEN! IT'S SAD.. BUT DON'T LOSE HOPE.. CAUSE JUST WHAT LIKE I'VE SAID BEFORE.. I'M IN NO POSSITIOB TO SAY SUCH THINGS! DESPITE ALL OF THESE.. I WILL STILL TRY MY HARDEST TO HOLD ON TO THIS SHIPPING! I WILL NOT GIVE UP UNTILL IT'S REALLY TIME! I'VE BEEN A LOYAL APPLER SINCE 2009 AND I GUESS I WILL NOT WASTE THAT! I WILL TRY! FIGHTING! HENGSHO!!

 

PS. SORRY FOR THE LONG BLOG POST T.T I JUST WANTED TO OUT THE FEELINGS THAT ARE BOTTLED UP INSIDE OF ME!

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mylyza07 #1
I do feel the same...we had the same thoughts...I keep asking why need to delete does photo after uploading it...it's more fishy..knowing if they are friends it's common she attend the bday why need to hide when theirs nothing to hide...so they are dating no need to use a person to cover them up...sorry people are hurting bec. f this secret relationship...coz people bashing the kiko and dara...why can't gd came forward to tell the truth so all ship will be calm and no girl will be bash....gd owes his fans a answer coz he promise if he date someone he will tell it to his fans...as a man don't be coward people are hurting....sorry but I'm still love this couple I just like to know the truth....we will stll support them who ever they will be with...just the truth...
MissSpark47_Appler #2
I agree with you. My DaraGon heart is also aching at the moment because Dara is not in Jiyong's party, she didn't even greet him on Twitter and also CL is the one who presented the cake to Jiyong. I have nothing against CL it is just that I'm a certified DaraGon fan.
purple_bee #3
Yahh kinduh feel the same with you authornim! But whoever they end up with lets just be happy for them... But until theres confirmation and well even if its confirmed... I will forever be an appler! Hengsho!
chaecha #4
I am feel the same with you :_(
Kitteeey21 #5
Don't loose hope ! If ever they aren't real we could still support them not as a couple or something but individually .. But I still believe in DARAGON .. Whatever happens I'll always be an APPLER ... Forever will be .. And whoever ends up with them both I know fans would still be happy cause its their choice it's their feelings it's their heart but if they end up Together BETTER both of them are 'matches made in Heaven' ...
aubreyLazy #6
about this.. "WHO ARE SAYING THAT IT'S A REAL PITY FOR DARA FOR USING HER AS A COVER UP FOR GD'S RELATIONSHIP AND STUFF" hehe. Dara and Jiyong have been friends since 2004. before Bom, Minzy and CL and well Kiko... Dara, Jiyong and YOunbae had been a trio. THey are really good friends.. Knowing Jiyong, do you think he will ever do that to Dara? One of his bestest friends? I don't think so. ^___^ hehehehe
aubreyLazy #7
Awww don't believe her. It's easy to fabricate something like that!! Hahaha. Believe in Jiyong as he's the biggest evidence there is... ^__^

ANd let's all think about Jiko for one minute without hostility.. Per se, long distance relationship rarely works.. When do they see each other? Once a year? Once every 6 months.. Do you think something like that will work? Also, what about communication? Jiyong's japanese is very basic. SO is Kiko's Korean.. And Jiyong still struggles with english. So there... And i believe that they are just friends with lots of common friends around them with the same interest, and that is fashion. That's just the extent of their friendship.. ^__^

Stay strong!! ^__^ Hehehe
PinkVanilla #8
dont trust other people statement if there are not any photos or etc to proof it .
Stay strong !!! ^.^
TABISANLOVE #9
Aigooo~ don't cry cherry, don't believe what they were saying, yeah maybe he/she really saw them together but, thats not mean that they're really dating. :)
criszee #10
Dont believe what they said. As he/she said he's from Japan so i really think she would really like KIKO to be GD's girl. I dont want to think about it. Thats what you should do too. Dont lose hope. DARAGON is real !
mahala #11
Feeling the same! I'm not happy about it but I'm not sad either :)... PM me!then I'll tell you why :)
Sandarajaejoong #12
Stay strong! We will get through all this together! All of us daragon fans will never stop supporting these two whether it's true or not that Jiyong is dating Kiko. As long as there's no confirmation from them, let's enjoy some more of daragon moments now and in the future! Authornim, aja aja fighting! :) xxxxx
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