By the time I allow you to read this and hopefully you are here to read it on this time, It should be 12 am on your time. I have posted it at 12 am on my time because I want it post it on the every first second of 12th of August. Why? -lightly giggles- It is our one monthversary(I don't care if it isn't a word XD) and I want to be percisely on time of our one month. Stupid? probably. Cheesy? Most definitely as you know since our time together, Baekhyunnie. It is also the day, I tell you this special secret I have kept for one month all this time. Ready? You might need a box or two of tissues. Ok.

Damn.. I dont know how to say this...On the day that you came, my true intention was just to have with you. horrible I know, but when we had our first kiss, before I got to know you more..  that moment where our lips touched, acutally touching each other lips and not other parts of the face, I knew you were the one for me. I felt we were destined to be together, soul mates. At first, I denied that feeling because I wanted Kai, as you know. It was only pure lust and . I end up being cold and hurting you so you would stop any feelings for me. Which I did regret. I talked to Lu han and Tao about these feelings of whether I should pick you or Kai. I used my brain and my heart and I knew you were the best option. I wanted someone who was like a beast in bed, but also loving and faithful to me and me alone. I knew Kai fit the bed part, I wasn't sure if we were be able to be in a relationship. In the begining times, i did regret not picking Kai, but that was a mere second. After getting to know you some more, You were definitely everything I ever wanted and more. You're sweet, dorky, fun, cute, y, caring, and total tease which turns me on. I admit

-starting to tear up-

Jagiya, I am soo happy that you are mine and only mine. You're the best everything, I could ever ask for and more. I don't ever want to lose you. I love you soo much. It hurts when you are away and me waiting for you to come home. 

I love you more than myself. You are my oxygen that I can't live without. You are my light through the darkness of the world and my heart. You are my everything and I can't help but to be selfish and greedy to keep you all to myself. Here, I got this giant teddy bear for you that you wanted

-shows you with a smile-

Happy one month Jagiya <3