Writer's Block Reason! I need advice! :( [exotics12]

Guys I need help! :(((

I've been so emo on the last few weeks of July! And i just wanted to explode my thoughts and sadness in this blog post. Please stay with me and help me :( 

Its all about my friends.

We've been together for almost 2 years but things went wrong in the mid July. I just dont know what happened. My 3 friends who used to be so close with me turn so emo and not themselves.

But the problem is that is they are only emo and not themselves when they are with me D:

WHY?!! It hurts so much knowing that they your best friends treat you so differently for like all of a sudden and you are like so confused on what happened to them? 

Did I change? I asked my other classmates asking if I changed or act different. They said I am just the same old me so I couldnt find the answer. If there is nothing wrong with me. Why are they acting like this?

And now, they dont look for me in class in facebok, or instagram. I feel so cruddy and sad knowing that they treat me like a nobody. 

Its not that I am blaming them for all the wrong. I just felt out of place when I am with them now. it is like im in a different world and im so invisible to them now and they just continue to unknowingly hurt me. Like they were purposely hurting me but act like they sre not.

OKAY! Maybe i am overthinking but then I just dont know what to do now. I even sms my friend asking if she and the others still wanted to be best friends with me or not? But she ignored that question and just replied back.

"Dont think too much. Just come and talk to us if you want to." 

Okay, i was happy that they still want to talk with me. But my heart still felt uneasy.

Why didn't she replied my main question? Do you still want to be best friends with me? 

But I nevr got my answer. :(( 

Then I think too much again, are they trying to play nice first? Mainly cause this is our last year of being Junior and my class held a special goodbye trip on going to the beach and play. And my daddy and mommy was in charge of the booking and checking in. So I thought they were trying to use me.

So what happens next when the trip is over? Will you still talk to me like usual or dump me like a used tissue with all your snots. If thats true, Im never gonna forgive myself for being so stubborn and stupid :(( 

HELP D:

Sincerely, an overly stressed author and lost friend :((

 

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jojo4peaceluv #1
The only thing you can do is get them all together and talk about how you've been feeling. If you feel there is something wrong and you don't do something right now, when you actually do, do something it will be too late. Maybe nothing's changed, but sometimes people change. I'm not saying they did, but maybe it's your mind that's changing, your thoughts. The point is that talking to them is the best way to solve problem. You can't just keep it to yourself. You say they are your best friends, so they will understand you, how you feel. You clearly want to talk about it, so DO IT. As for the question you asked your friend don't send her a message next time, actually ask them face to face. Because questions are not clear through messages so she may have not understood you. Don't be locked up in you thoughts and feelings, release them.^_^ good luck!
lovidovi #2
Talk about your feelings to them. Be open about it and settle the matters. Whatever the result I think it'll be the best to share your feelings, thinking, etc than too play safe with message. Just make a meeting. Remember that you're all friends. So you should share all your feelings about your friendship. Maybe they have something to say too. Then, you can settle the everything that matters.
Good luck darling ^^ It's okay to be the first one to share.
KoreaNa #3
Thats okay :(( just don't let it get to you that much.. Just talk to them like the old days! :) cheer up!
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