I HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am sooo bloody stupid... I seriously feel like slapping myself *mental slap*.

I have a dance competition this friday and I SPRAINED MY ANKLE

Even Taemin wants to slap me now!!! :(

I sprained my ankle on the 10th and I came back home at 8.00 pm today from A&E (accident and emergancy) after spending 24 hours there.

Let me tell you what happened....

So basically I went to my dentist appointment at 4.00pm by myself. The appointment finished at 4.30pm and I was waiting for my dad to pick me up from the back of the building. I was getting bored and my phone ran out of battery so I decided to pace up and down the pavement (WORST CHOICE OF MY LIFE!!!!). The pavement had cracks  in them and I slipped on one and my foot twisted round then I fell on top of my ankle... I COULDN'T MOVE AT ALL, not even one inch. I didn't know waht to do because my phone ran out of battery so I couldn't call anyone or the ambulance, and I couldn't scream because no-one would hear me because I was at the back of the building. 10 minutes later a guy and his girlfriend were walking down the road and they saw me crying and came over to ask me what was wrong. I said that I couldn't move because my ankle hurt and that my phone ran out of battery. Then the guy started to speak KOREAN to his girlfriend. She told him to help me. I rubbed my eyes so that I could see them clearer. He looked like TAEMIN and Yunho   He was sooooo hot and cute at the same time. so then he carried me to the hospital BRIDAL STYLE. I was fan girling majorly. Turns out his name is Jung Min. It's a shame that he has a girlfriend :( ... But Then A&E called my parents and told them to come and stay with me... so then I had to stay there for 24 bloody hours. And the doctor that saw me was a complete B*tch. I HATE THAT GUY. he twisted my ankle around even more then before, the he said that I won't be able to do sports or dance for the next TWO MONTHS...

The dance competition is in two weeks... eotoke???? 

I can't dance for now.... I'm depressed!!!!!!!!!!!!!  help me before I commit suicide!

Its all my fault that I tripped over... I should have been looking where I was walking!!!! I AM A BABO

SORRY FOR RANTING ON LIKE THIS BUT I DIDN'T KNOW WHO ELSE TO TELL CZ MY FRIENDS ALREADY KNOW AND IM REALLY PISSED. I GUESS THAT THIS IS A BETTER WAY TO RELEASE ALL OF THIS STRESS RATHER THEN KILLING A PERSON