Y'know those times when your obsession with an idol goes too far and you actually believe that you two are dating? No? Just me? Ok then... Well, I was 'dating' Sunggyu for like 6 months now and was real happy; like a wedding was planned as well as child names and picket fences were in motion. Then stupid Derpyeol comes into my life and scoops me up into his gigantanormous monkey arms and takes me away. Like, Sunggyu doesn't even know what's going on, so now I'm like 'cheating' on him behind his back while he's on the One Great Step Tour and I feel like trash. I would ask what I should do, but this is night blogging and I've been crying for like 3 hours listening to Baby Don't Cry by EXO while reading the Little Mermaid story online. I don't even know what's wrong with me. It's 3 in the morning, don't judge.