I AM FURIOUS.

NO. 

I AM BEYOND FURIOUS. 

'Somebody' decides to show up at school.

Argh. I can't believe HE makes another appearance in my life. After all these years, he makes things hard for me AGAIN. God must be hating me right now. He's making my life crappier than it already is.

That person I am talking about is this guy I met when I was at a vacation in Japan for a week at...2008? 2009? He stayed in the hotel suite right next to ours. He was American-Japanese and I'm Filipino-Japanese. Turns out that kid's dad was my dad's boss. We sort of had a potluck with his family and we just became friends. I do admit I had a crush on him...He was cute, before, in my innocent eyes....But I think in present day, he looks like .

He asks me to go swimming with him. Of course I came. Then guess what? He bullies me. Turns out he was only nice to me when his parents, or my parents are around. When we're alone, he changes into a complete . I can't believe I actually liked him. Heh, the first boy I like turned out to be an . 

He plays with his words, he says them in a nice and polite tone, but the words he says are all to crush you and put you down. I don't know how many times he made me cry that week. He goes from playing with my hair, to PULLING IT, hugging to pushing, correction, SHOVING, complimenting to insulting, angelic nicey-nice to demonic dickhead entity FROM HELL. He made trip, spill my food, get lost in the hotel... and much more... 

He told me that if I tell his or my parents, he'll make my life complete hell until the day I leave the hotel.

I cried myself to sleep every night I've been there. My parents thought I was only homesick, but there were so ing wrong. I tried to talk them into moving into a different suite, but they don't seem to see why. I can't even tell them why. They only made it worse when they left us both in one suite so that they, and his parents could go clubbing with them. It was hell. 

The day we were leaving Japan, he told me that we'll meet again someday. Being the wimp that I am, I cried and ran away, hoping I'll never EVER see him. I was such an idiot. I should've kneed him in the balls when I had the chance. 

But I never told my other friends about this. 

Yeah, Shineelovah4evah, crystalline_sunshine unnie, and _jieun_ unnie, BE surprised. 

Now, he came as a new student that joined in late. He just HAD to move into my school. Lucky me had an empty seat beside me. He sits next to me in math, science, PE and history. He changed, but only his looks did. He looked more...handsome. He was still himself, though. Only in a more erted, smart, and mature way. He recognized me. When he spotted me in the room and when our eyes met, he smirked. Get ready for another round of hell. Then my idiot of a friend tells me he's cute. She doesn't know who he really is. 

I tried to pretend I don't know him, nor recognize him. But he tells me I changed, a lot. Then his game starts again. 

Monday- he flirts with my friends and makes a good impression to everybody. Then he pretends to be nice to me.

Tuesday- He ate my sandwich because he knew I could only afford only a sandwich that day

Wednesday- He got me in trouble in math class.

Thursday- he showered me with insults and tried to make me cry. FAIL. 

Friday- he HUMILIATED ME IN PE CLASS. 

I swear. I almost killed him on the spot. He says I'm harder to crack than before. I guarantee you. I wont crack. I've learned. Things never happen twice. 

wishing you a life less crappier than mine..

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