Someone asked me something about my blog "Ocean of Light" and why the url of it contains words like 'bricks' and 'fireflies'. The name of the blog comes from Nell's album, since they gave me the needed inspiration to return to my old flame, blogging, but it hold a special meaning at the same time. It's embarrassing and all, but I will try to explain what I had in mind when I chose the name: I... want to be a celestial being as in a good person, a kind and warm girl, a girl that can help the ones around her, a girl that has a lot of friends who like her because she gives them comfort and is like a medicine that does good to them, a muse to someone. I want to be a source of inspiration when all the other muses have died. That's what I want to be someday >///< Oh dear, isn't this embarrassing?^^'

Now, about 'bricks' and 'fireflies'. I chose bricks, because a life needs a base. And the red bricks are durable. At the same time, whenever I will open the blog, no matter where I am, it will remind me of my house, of the place where I grew up and all the memories I have with everything that surrounds the main building. And fireflies because that's how I call all my friends. Fireflies. They may be bugs and disgusting to some of you, but for me... they illuminate my path whenever I lose my way. They keep me afloat and safe. I treasure them, my friends aka fireflies because there aren't that many by my side, I'm sorry to say this. It's shameful.

So yeah, my blog says everything about me and my thoughts.

I know I said I won't be writing today, but I was talking about my uninteresting stories. Here's a post for that friend of mine. Hope you'll read it and tell me your thoughts on it:

2am

And here's a translation of a blog entry I wrote for my old blog, back in 2011. I never thought it would be so difficult to translate my own words and work >.<" So, forgive me if the text doesn't give you the right feelings or if it has no meaning TT.TT

The Cemetery of My Soul