Why it must be so hard to end anything?

   Okay, I know I'm not the only one, but I really don't know why my mind can't just give up and cooperate with me. I have so many ideas in my head and I don't know how many plots I have to write. In the last month I come up with about 10-13 plots (you need to count oneshots too, because I think they also need the plot to be written, so yeah) and August has just came and I had another plots which I wrote in my cell phone. I don't know what to do, because it's awful. I don't mean that having so much ideas is wrong but it's annoying, because I have so much to write and yet I can't even start them, because I'm confused. It's like I should put this moment here but maybe it won't be as good as I thought from the very beggining, so maybe I should put this there, in my other story, because it will look even better. And it's about the stories which I have started to write and the ones which I haven't even touched yet. When new idea for my not-so-soon-upcoming story appears in my head, I'm so excited that I can't even think about my already ongoing stories. If I'm not wrong I had this problem from the time when I started writing fanfictions. And if I could count every plot which I have and which I lost I can tell you that there would be more than only 50 stories. There would be even much more, maybe even 20 stories more than I think. And I mean chaptered stories, oneshots and twoshots, not only chaptered stories, because I have 11 plots which are like one, huge story and there are 3 oneshots there. And that one, huge story tells about Hunhan relationship but I want to write something about Baekyeol, so there might be more plots which will be connected to that story too. And then it wouldn't be only 11 plots which make the whole story but more. And I have one, good story about Kemaru where Kibum is a devil and Kevin is an angel and they can't be together, because there will be a problem with their child if they will had one, but I don't know how to write this, because I just can't focus on it. And I want to write story called "Vampire's life" which would describe you Sehun's relationship with Luhan in the world where normal human can't be fed by no one than his lover who turned them into vampire. If you want to know my plots I can describe some of them for you but you need to tell me if you want me to write about stories about U-KISS, MBLAQ (I have only one, I don't remember other and I lost them, but they weren't good enough to be written, so it isn't as bad as it looks like. And about this one story I don't know if I hadn't lost the plot which was like four pages), BOYFRIEND or INFINITE (I'm not sure if I had more stories about them). If you want to know them I can tell you what they should be about.

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-Tigress-
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Is there anything I can help with, liebling? =)