Sorry for everything guys, & thanks for everyone who was still my friend despite my long 2-3 month hiatus. I'm subbed to like 200+ fics, idk how I'm gonna catch up, seriously.

I don't really have the right words right now to explain my hiatus, I sorta wasn't happy I guess, & I couldn't update my story, nothing would come to mind at all & I took too many things to handle at once.

I became a PR for my school's korean club tho(yay), but then I'm getting really pressured & worried, but I'm not exactly sure about what tho

I'm also currently on summer break(yay again) & going to KCON with a VIP1 ticket. Hopefully, my mum doesn't trust me going without an year old, she might make me sell my ticket at the last minute ;~;

During my hiatus I got sorta depressed also & over conscious about my looks. I stopped eating for 3 days sorta with the exception of less than a handful of fruit & chips. I then stopped cuz I got weak as , really weak, I couldn't even concentrate in school & then I started eating healthily again & going to the gym. Now I don't really care as much anymore & my weight is slightly maintained I guess.

Now I'm really stressed in life again, I signed myself up to take pics for several fansites, but I'm still not even sure when I'll have a dslr in my hands, I need to borrow my aunt's & I bought a ton of photobooks using my parent's paypal & now their account is withdrawn or something & I have to explain to them everything.

I took too much on my plate once again, I have no courage at all, I think everything I do turns into a mistake, I just wanna sit in my room & do nothing. I just came back on to write an explanation for my unexpected hiatus, I'm not sure if I'm going back on aff again. I go on facebook mostly now tho OTL, if you want my fb pm me

Sorry for everything, everyone