I'm feeling really really rare this days because of that special guy that I want to forget I don't know what to do or how to get him out of my mind everything I see around me just remains me of him when summer started I tell my self I will left everything how it is and have a new beginning but no everything just have to remain me about him just how we just to talk how we just to be so close to each other that actually people thought that we were dating I miss his kisses I don't know what wrong with me by thinking this is just I want to know what really this was going to end maybe I was scare of how this was going to end but in reality it did not end I just put a end my self with out him knowing, how I wish to know what he is actually thinking do he really think of me the way I think of him... I don't know if this makes any sense for you guys but I really want to know what you guys think what should I do if I see him again and he wants everything to be as before we left to vacation... I thing I'm in love but at the same time I'm realistic I'm to young to know if that is actually love or just a long attraction of someone please someone help me :/ is just that I have being hurt so much that now I'm scare of being in love again