this is ridiculous, I know. I'm being ridiculous by saying and feeling this way, but I really need to shout this out somehow. you may call me ungrateful or whatever, but I can't help but to feel disappointed at yonghwa because of this video.

the fancam video was taken from yesterday's korea-china music festival. as you can see, seohyun approached and poked him first, said something to him and he was like "huh? oh well, whatever. bye, hyun." the only good thing from his reaction was he finally flashed a short smile to her before he left but still ... I'm disappointed :(

being a hardcore goguma, I'm always waiting for moments like this, where they could finally meet and have an interaction. when I heard they took the same plane and had an interaction in beijing, I felt ecstatic and excited. I spazzed so hard on twitter and tumblr. but then I watched this fancam ... God, I can't even bear to watch it for the third time.

it's seohyun I'm talking about here and she. was. the. one. who. made. the. first. move.

seohyun who is known for her awkwardness whenever guy is around, was the one who approached him first.

she was trying to be nice, yet his reaction was just like that.

well, okay maybe he had his own reasons. maybe he was tired? maybe he didn't want to show too much affection to her in front of the public? maybe he was in hurry? but whatever it is, I still can't help but to feel disappointed at yonghwa, very disappointed :(

gogumas, please don't misunderstand. I love yonghwa too much to be pissed at him and I ship yongseo too much to stop supporting them. I will always be a goguma, no matter what unless if yonghwa ever do something rude more than this or vice versa. I'm just ... disappointed. I've been waiting for their reunion or moments, but it turned out not as I was expecting to be. maybe it's my fault to expect too much. *shrugs*