Have you ever think about the future? About beast actually? 

I was looking through my folders, full of beast pictures and started crying..why? I was thinking, What if they retire (in a good way of course) with a good heart and with beauties heart too. And we are there for their last concert ever and we didn't cry but instead we were enjoying ourself and shake hands with the beauties beside us making friends, making memories. Okay... And so beast retire and we move on, get married, had childrens.

One day your child came up to you with a album on his/her hand saying "Mom! What is this? Why is it at the corner with a special decoration?" you chuckle and you pick up your child and let him/her sit on your lap. You took the album, and open it up and look at is slowly. All the memories came back like waves, when beast first debut, when beast win their first win and when yong junhyung in a relationship with hara. And then you felt wow. And said it to yourself that you are proud to become their fan and can't believe that you just when everything together with them.

but...what if you become 80-90 years old and you become forgetful very forgetful. You still stay in your old house and your grandchildren came to visit. Just like your child years ago.. this time your grandaughter came with an album on her hand. So she said "Grandma what is this? They look so handsome! Tell me about them grandma!!" you asked her to sit beside you and you take the album and open it up, you frown your eyebrows, trying to remember when did this album came by? And then you look at the jacket photo and look at every members, you thought to yourself, yes they are indeed handsome but who is tthem? (And this is when i started crying, why did i even have this thougt on me?)  You close the album with a sad look and look at your grandaughter and say words like "im sorry.." "I can't remember them.." then your child told the story to their children about how you fell so in love with beast and etc..

Thats it end of my thoughts. If reincarnation is real. Once again i want to be a beast fan because never once they let you down, thanking us in every awards that they gotten. Beauties happiness came first then theirs. I salute them.

P.s: I'm already on my way of writing a new fanfic this is more on doojoon because my story is about soccer. and to all doojoon fans, he is a coach, a one hot, angry coach. the rest of the members of coz will be in there plus you can't play soccer with only 5 members right? I've insert some running man members and othe members that i could think off. Hee ^^! I know i should focus on 'My Other Half' but i'm taking a bit of break from that fic. My head is bursting! And this soccer fanfic will not be coming out that soon. Ahhhh anyway just stay tuned, you will never know. I like giving suprises! ^^