okay, so for those of you reading this and that actually care, today is obviously an awesome day but also not the best.

its the best, bc i had an awesome dream!!!!!!!!!!!! i think me and donghyun were getting married, and he was busy doing stuff and planning and idk, so i didnt get to see him a lot but i was okay with it i guess. and then for some reason at our wedding, there were two performances that were like latin ballroom (bc i learn that i guess) and then i think i had to dance too, with donghyun, but he wasnt there, which was kinda awkz. so when i was standing there on the dance floor by myself awkwardly, suddenly, boyfriend came out of nowhere from like a doorway or something, and behind them was donghyun, who was dressed in like this rlly nice suit and whatever. and like he started walking towards me, all cute and dorky and perfect and whatever. but then i woke up. still, it was a nice dream. anyways, 

so today is also good bc its minwoos bday. happy birthday minwoo! ill probably write you a blog post later~ 

and also, vixx came out with a new song! you're.im.pre.ssive. or something like that. you should listen to it! its really kewl! 

um. but today was a bad day, cuz i saw this gif set on tumblr. http://inspiritkissmebestfriendmelody.tumblr.com/post/56930008293/well-look-whos-talking

when i saw it, i got so freakin jealous. idk why. and its not like all fangirly like "omg oppa how dare you cheat on me!" and all that shiz. i was just like. whut. and i felt my heart breaking and shiz. ugh. i keep on saying shiz. srry guys. but yeah. so i felt heart broken, and almost started crying, but i stopped myself. i told myself, "you cant cry over a guy that doesnt even know you emily." so yeah. but still, i was heartbroken. and i guess i was like kinda hatin on him, but i still like him. just kinda pissed at him. and idk. i felt all sad and depressed and didnt know what to do. so i did homework. from test prep, ofc. 

so yeah. i bet most of you didnt even read this, so whatever. jsut letting out all my feelings. but today was also good bc i was looking through eric nam stuff. like his covers, songs, live performances, pics on tumblr, etc. so yeah. spazzing over other cute guys while being like "who needs donghyun." lol yes. thats how i get over ppl. i guess. but yeah. anyways~

happy birthday minwoo! your old! your 19! lol jk. ur not. but whatever. 

ppyong~

inspiritkissmebestfriendmelody <3