What kind of friend just goes: "Oh yeah my parents decided I'm going to stay in Korea." YOU IDIOT. YOU SKIPPED GRAD I DIDN'T EVEN GET TO PROPERLY SAY GOODBYE. Seriously why do I always choose the douchebags? When I te him how much me and my other friend care he is just like "I don't care." 

I know it's not easy for him to open up but it's not like he hasn't opened up to me before so what the heck is he scared about now? I'm really worried plus I haven't been sleeping at all because my body seems to hate trst so I'm pretty much on edge all the time. And then now he's just like, "You're so dumb! I'm not leaving you, I'm coming back." And I'm just like seriously? You made me go through all of that? Thanks. Then when I talk about caring about him as my friend he just doesn't reply it's like he doesn't know how to care. He is just so freaking frustrating. It's killing me 

Oh yes and my cheating ex boyfriend decided it would be fun to talk to me and make me feel like a terrible person. I'm sorry for ignoring his messages but I didn't really want to talk to him and I was busy. Sometimes I don't know why I even bother explaining myself. I'm so just UGHHHHH.