Does anyone roleplay here?

-Sigh- 

I have having quite some problems at www.roleplayrepublic.com ... :(

Well ... everything seemed fine when I started ! Infact I loved it.

But now, I just feel like nobody cares about me anymore. 

Like they started the fieldtrip recently, but they did not include me even though I sent the message. 

Maybe because hiatus was written on my name there. Idek. 

I only know it doesn't feel good. Infact, It felt worse, or worst.

Or maybe because Im not good at joining poeple, starting conversations, that's why I keep hoping to find someone who could be a couple with there and start it for me. 

Or maybe I was hoping too much.

Seeing all of them lovey dovey make me sick. Not that sick.

But the sick of loneliness. Like I was never a part of them. 

So anyone has any tips on how to um, get closer to them?

HELL yeah right.

Bye !