Not just going, MOVING to Japan! XDDDDDDDDDD

I got the job, I got the job, I GOT THE JOB!!!  I can't believe it!!!

I was literally jumping up and down at work, my coworkers were probably thinking I had lost my mind XD

Well, the job isn't guaranteed until they actually find me a position at a branch school, but they liked me!  Just...GAH! XD Can't believe it...really?  They liked me?  She said I was enthusiastic and would make a great teacher and I was just in the back of the bakery jumping up and down haha :D   

Omg, my brother even said he was proud.  My big bro...proud...that I got a job...in Japan.  This is a boy who has ranted and raved against my Asian passions for years, though I recently found out he's been watching anime behind my back and he discovered Kyary Pamyu Pamyu before I did!  He even told my mother that he was going to get a passport and go with me because he thinks someone needs to make sure it's all okay (he'll deny it, but he's kind of over-protective haha)

Oh, big bro...my roly poly big bro, you win big bro of the year award just for considering getting a passport to go to a country that you said you would never visit XD haha

To be honest I was starting to lose faith in myself.  I've been looking since May with absolutely no luck at all and I was seriously beginning to rethink my career options.  Even though my choices are really pretty open with an English degree...I mean I could also substitute teach but... :/ And then the main goal just became getting out of the place where I work now because the management is just driving me CRAZY.  

And this year has been so bad so all this time of being rejected was just making it worse.  

I'm really quite terrified to go.  Not really because it's on the other side of the world or anything like that but because my dad's health is so poor, I'm afraid the moment I leave he's going to...but at the same tiime I want him to know I'm going to be okay...

But I would be the biggest idiot in the world not to do this.  Though I'm really asking myself stupid questions like, "I wonder if I can have a pet?" "Where will I do my laundry?" "Which of my manga books am I going to take with me?" "How am I going to decide which posters to take!?"  "Will my PS3 work in Japan?"

I'm really kind of a hopeless cause haha XD

BUT OMG, I HAVE A JOB IN JAPAN!! 

I'm sorry I have to rant about this here, but my entire family is on my Facebook and if I talk about how I think I'm a loser and about my dad and like that, they'll descend upon me like the black sheep that they think I am and that's never good O_o