Waking The Dead (I Remember)
I remember the sound the door made,
When you slammed it shut in my face.
But I also remember shaking for the first time ever,
When you held me tightly-
And introduced me to the idea of not being afraid.
I remember how cold the phone was in my hand- when I picked it up.
I remember not believing the words she said.
I remember my emptiness,
I remember the boxes and boxes of unused tissues.
I remember seeing you again.
I remember the clothes, too.
The suit you never wore,
But looked so good in, and the unnaturally shiny shoes.
You didn’t look like you were asleep; I knew what that looked like.
You looked different,
Like stone,
Like plastic.
I remember waiting patiently,
Watching carefully,
Wanting desperately-
For your chest to rise and fall, again.
And I remember it didn’t.
I remember it didn’t.
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