Okay so how about I start off saying that I haven't been busy I was going to lie and say I was  but I didn't have internet for about a week worked off my mom's phone to update the 7th chapter. About that; I was threatened because of how I ended that chapter. I sent a friend an sneak peek of the chapter through an email SHE ASKED ME TO UPDATE I did and she got mad at me because I left things on a cliff hanger.

Recently my sister stole a notebook that the idea of a story based off Answer me 1997 thanks to my friend Bacon.

The quote I found from it was so I don't want to say beautiful -_-" heart warming? That it inspired me to right a good clean probably not really clean BL. I was thinking about using B.A.P because the image Bang gives off is good for the main character.

Okay this isn't all perfect and isn't planned so I have to have a conflict including a plot and I barely have either of the two so I'm kinda lost. I' not making it exactly like the drama I'm making it off of the title I don't care if that doesn't make sense. I'll give you a little taste of the story.

For the past ten years I looked at the exact same message from you . . .  and for the past ten years I had to live with the guilt of knowing neither of us would have known what would-could have happened if I had replied . . 

So yeah I've been trying to work off of that the longest actually since Thursday; don't judge my impatience . the quote really inspired me 

"The reason I like you? Because it's you. Just you. That's the only reason. I'd rather know the reason if there was one. Then I could figure out how to stop liking you. If I can't avoid it, I only want one thing.

To stay as a friend who doesn't change.

For heartache

For Love" 

If you think I sound crazy you're a good judge of character.