So recently i've been preparing for the worst. The story is I got a boyfriend. We had this weird instant connection our characters just seemed naturally drawn to one another. And he confessed first. And after he claimed me, he suddenly stopped coming on without telling me or anyone (I don't think) why. And its been like a few days now. And I know for a fact (because they've been dropping me hints) that two other people are starting to crush on my character as well. And it because I could see my character with them. But anyway I have this awful feeling recently about my boyfriend being gone for so long. I don't know why its just giving me this awful feeling and that feeling is making me prepare for the worst :'c and im scared because its my characters first love and boyfriend TT_TT like I don't even know if im making sense anymore!! But im really scared and have this awful feeling. And I don't want my character going through his first heart break because, I know that feeling and it :( I just wanted to get that off my chest because it was eating at me TT-TT