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sometimes i wonder,

am i a negative person? you know, the one who always thinks about the bad side of something without even thinking about the good side? because i do it all the time.

but my mother said that i'm just lazy. lazy to even try for a bit. lazy to go harder than before.

are these lazy and negative even different?

it isn't the actual deal. i just...well, i always think that everything i did, is totally a waste.

i made a story, none read it.

i made a draw, none watch it.

i made a song, none listen to it.

then what is the deal i am here?

i even failed the second entrance exam.

this time, should i stop trying?

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i am tired

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amusuk #1
No. Don't ever think every of your doing is a waste bcz it's not true at all. Believe me. Maybe you just don't get the "fruit" yet. And you know that people likes to be silent and just watch.

I don't really understand what your problem is but, about you being lazy, it's not true, too. What i mean is, maybe you're confused at what you really want to achieve, i.e. if maybe you want to deepen your writing skill, you'll learn about it. People won't get lazy as long as they have "passion". Try to find your passion and your muse, be it a pretty boy *wink wink* to draw/write/make song to, a strange friend, a certain subject or thing, it'll do.
Mine is happen to be Tao, he's my drawing fuel! XD
(and now i'm being s-o-t-o-y. Lol)
jonginese #2
no.
dont.
keep on trying till you really really cant handle it anymore
i know its tiring but yeah that's how life go on

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sometimes i feel that way too tbfh
but yeah
fighting jafir fighting!
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