I'm done. Someone go get me a knife, so I could cut myself. I'm so done with life. I don't want to deal with this ing anymore. I feel like , I feel like I get treated like . I just don't want to be here anymore. life, everything. I'm done. Like honestly. I don't want to deal with anything anymore. I cry to easily, and I hate it. I get angry to easily, and I hate it. It's so hard for me to control my emotions. There are so many times I feel like killing other people or myself, but I know I will never be able to kill myself, I know I would never have the courage to hold a knife to my neck. I really do not want to deal with anything. So recently, I had lost a bracelet that my mommy has bought me. And that bracelet was real, and it was $500. My mom told me specifically not to lose it. So I tried everyday to keep it safe always looked at it, it was so important to me. I loved that bracelet. Two days ago, I went to a Science centre in San Francisco and I lost it. I didn't know I had lost it. I got home and went to sleep, thought I had it on. That very morning, I had just noticed that I have lost it, I tried to look for it everywhere, but we had to go somewhere so I couldn't find it. I got back to the hotel and tried to search for it, but I couldn't find it anywhere, so I broke down and well cried. So I decided to look at my brothers camera, since he has taken many pictures of our trips and us. One picture I saw myself have it on. And the next I didn't. I started to cry and cry. I still cry when I think of it. I think of my mom. On how much money she wasted for a simple bracelet. I just can't believe still. I tried so hard not to lose it and then bam. I lost it so ing quickly. I ing hate it, I hate everything right now. I regret everything. I miss my mom ):

I just can't stand this . My sister likes to act like a to me, my brother likes to act like a douche, and just to think when my cousin wouldn't make me as mad as my last trip with anouther cousin, she/he does. Not specifying it. I just can't stand this . I can't. I'm pissed and angry. life. people. everything. this . Can I just die? Seriously.

I am so done.