Even though i write story and ship pairing very much, i'm just a straight teenage girl and i want to tell you about my problem. i like a boy in my class, his name is A. he's such a cutie-pie when he speaks... no one know this except myself, i even didn't tell this to my best friend. the problem is... almost everyone in my class teases him, they really like to tease that A likes T (my chairmate). I know that T doesn't like him, even though it was only a joke, i don't feel good... i always tried to catch his attention and he wasn't annoyed. i often bullied him to catch his attention, am i too much?? but i thought that he doesn't like me. i like him like a brother to me (with additional feelings). he's single right now, he wasn't really interested in girl. i also wasn't that interested with having a relationship  because i want to live cleanly but he changed that. 15 years of my life, i only have one crush, him. i know girls can't confess first but.... what if he like someone else first? i won't feel good.... what should i do now? just tell him? try to forget about him? just be his close friend? I don't know!! WHAT SHOULD I DO!??