i noticed that ive become very um emotional these days.

I dont show it at school, but i do get totally depressed at home.

People think I'm always happy, cheerful, but the things is, i'm not.

I do feel sad. I do feel lonely. I do get troubled.

I think I've gotten a lot worse after my breakup.

Just seeing him at school makes me want to break down crying.

but i havent cried about it yet. 

I act like I don't care and focus on my crush.

My crush is a distraction.

So that I won't think of him.

welp off to feel unwanted again.