I know people have asked me why I have been acting like I have lately well here's some reasons:

You know when you get hurt once, it easily lingers on with you getting hurt more until you finally crack and can't handle it anymore...that's kinda where I am right now..

If you are planning to leave, Don't confess to me! I don't wanna know that if you would have stayed you would spend your time making me fall in love with you. The worse part is that I can't even tell you how much you hurt me, cause you're gone!!!

I don't confess that ofthen because I don't wanna make mistake (which I still keep doing), I can't act on impulse when it comes to love! so before I confess or accept a confession I have to be 100% sure it's just you and only you I love. So when I confess please stop telling me you used to love me. Please stop pointing outthat I'm too slow...I already know that, but it hurts even more everytime you say it. I don't wanna know that you used to love me but if you love me now.

And don't remind me of what I screwed up! I know I made a huge mistake and I'm paying the price for it over and over every single day! If I could I would have gone back in time and told him the truth that I wished he was someone else, I would never have accepted him, neither would I have let you go when I had you....but I can't go back in time, I can't change what happened. But please stop reminding me of it! you know I still love you so don't name the dogs after us, don't compare me with people you never had any feelings for or that you allways bullie, just don't....you have no idea how much it hurts me, I can't even look at your face without feeling like crying.

And stop leading me on so that you then can reject me! Everytime it's the same, you act like you care but then as soon as I go along you dump me for someone else! What is it with me that makes you hate me so much so you have to hurt me over and over again? You're already the one that have hurt me to most, so why do you have to keep doing it now? Isn't it enough you broke my heart once and took away the person I love the most? I could have gotten happy if you shouldn't necessarily talk with me even though I told you to leave me alone! you had to come back and act like if I still had a chance...which I didn't!!! Now can you please just leave me alone? I'm tired of you playing around with me I don't ever wanna talk with you again!

and this is why I'm in no good mood, and I ain't talkactive when I'm in a bad mood neither do I come up with good things to do when I'm in a bad mood and I easily get irritated by small things when I'm in a bad mood but you shouldn't take it to heart cause I say a lot I don't mean when I'm mad/sad/irritated.