I have that feeling sometimes that when I'm lonely I want to have a boyfriend. Be in a relationship where I can act myself around him & yet get treated with a 'awe your so cute.' 

When I do, that one guy pops up in my head. His name is censored for my benefit but let's call him Kay. (NailShopParis) lol ^^ 

Kay treats me sweet like a bestfriend every person has. He accompanies me to places I want to go and alwas is supportive of me. He's a sunshine that is always bright, he hasn't been negitave & I remember once I pretended to be mad at him he really came through and tried to make me laugh even though I was in a serious state. Still he makes an effort to be close to me. I feel like he just wants to friends only because he's wayy tooo innocent. He is innoccent and sweet that I could never see him making a move on me. He's just a friend. 

My bestfriend. 

My crush. 

• For now. Atleast I'm happy with this •