Can anybody tell me how you can tell your parents that you don't want to do what they're making you do? That you don't want to live a boring life-with everyday the same ing thing over and over again? And how to say to them that you don't wanna be in this ing hell hole any longer??

By hell hole in not sure if I mean country and situation or emotions and depressing mind. 

Because I really don't want to spend anymore time here (where I am) more than I have to. If I don't get an audition with YG or SM or whoever, I'm probably gonna be way more depressed. But it'll probably be worse if my parents don't let me go if I get in. 

I have at least a year I guess. If that way if getting out of here doesn't work I'll just go to college somewhere after school