Well hello there...

Hi, I'm that kid in my class that went home with a high blood pressure... again

idk what is wrong but suddenly my hands were quivering

my chest started hurting, dizzy, babbling and mind-buffering

and I cried....

and cried whenever I had to explain what happened

and cried because they made me go home OTL

I cried for three things today:

1. IT HURT >__>

duh because "chest pain" has the word 'pain' for a reason

2. It was the first day of my club (but luckily nothing happened yet)

3. I missed two subjects OTL

in High School, it is a horrible thing to be absent/ sent home

because missing one meeting is like missing a whole lesson, topic or a selection of quizzes you didn't know about OTL

but when it was time for me to go home......

my blood pressure was back to normal OTL

Okay, so, back to normal here.

Please pray for people's health, not only mine but for every one you know 

even if you hate them,

or even if the are not close

even your author-nims

your readers

your korean boyfriend working as a kpop idol

basically anyone whom you feel deserves a good life.

I was scared.

I honestly was, I didn't wanna go home even if I knew something wasn't right,

even if the doctore let me off with a "its a muscle reflux" or something like that, I was scared that I might fail my future self, my plans, my dreams

I know it was sudden, but I want everyone to value life more,

it's really more than you can except if you try to see more into it.

See more than just the bad things, see more than just the plain things

you can find your own happiness,

sometimes its alright to be a little shallow and enjoy your chilled soda

its okay if you feel content but just a cool breeze

because you chose to be happy about it.

I just understood what my mother kept telling me all this time .__.

she always told me "it's your choice to be happy"

and I'm like:

No! Idk how to do that!!

aaaaand then NOW I get it. ._____.

WHOAH man

anyway,

I hope I can update something today <3

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