so last night was horrible. sine my room ac doesnt work, my sis and i sleep in the livingroom.

so she is in one couch and i in the other.(we share the room)

/sad life of the oldest.

but anyways back to my point.

am i a horrible person if i say that i dreamed that i almost killed my sis. lol as crazy as thats sounds its true.

i mean she be making mad big times and i say i want to kill her. but thats to scary /shivers otl

so basically she made me mad like three effing times(in my dream) and i was like..

stop ___ your making me mad. and she started laughing and thats when i had enough and started choking her. 

she was laughing and didnt have her in a typ grip so yea that explains that 

then i got her tighter and she was like.

yea im scared ____let gooooo!!! and she started crying. 

in the last one she did the same thing but her eye turned red and black and i couldnt let go like my body didnt listen to me when i wanted to stop.

sigh.........

then i woke up and looked at her. 

i was look good she still alive. do you know how crazy it was.

i woke up with my heart pounding hard core.

i told her and she was like WHAT!!! and the part where i checked to see if she was alive.....

yea laughed. -______- its like you want me to kill you..

but i wont cause im not like that.............

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or am i?!?!?!?!?! O.o lol im not

i even told my mom and she laughed at me. 

the things i go through in life OTL 

idk if my dad heard he was in the restroom lol 

if you read this. you must think im cray.
 

to tell you the true idk what i am mang it scares the life out of me.

and dont get me started with this otp my friend got me in. ugh