Wow just wow ;____________________;

It's crazy how things/ people can change so much in just a year. People you used to have the best conversations with and stay up till like 3am in the morning with just cracking jokes and saying retarded stuff can just disappear. Yeah we have our good times here and there, like when we call each other, but it seriously isn't the same as it used to be and I don't think it would ever go back to the way it was. I missed the memories we made and all that, but now it's just like 'whatever'. I missed the times were we texted each other everyday and like all the time for hoursss. Now it's just like every other day we have a conversation for a solid thirty minutes. I don't know if it's because we rarely see each other or what, but it hasn't been the same at all. Our jokes we used to crack and our insiders when ever we say it now it seems like it's just forced (like you know just saying it to make a conversation funnier but it's nothing now) I don't know what happened, but I miss it ;___;.  I look back at our old conversations and its the most funniest thing ever, it never felt like a burden to text you "back then" (it's only been a year not even)  now it's like I don't care.. I'll leave her alone. I don't say this threw text because it's just not the same. This is the last thing I thought would happen in our friendship but yet it happens not even a yeah later which gets me sad cause that was a big impact on our lives. Even though I know we don't like to admit I should be the first to man up and say it. 

We're drifting more apart everyday 

I remember our conversations on the phone would last forever intill our parents made us get off but now we just get off the phone for whatever because the conversation literally goes no where now. Not saying ALL THE TIME. I'm saying most of the time.

You said high school changes people but it didn't change you... To be honest it really did because now that I think about it my personality never really changed.. Stuff has happened this year, but it never really changed me.. I just don't like to talk about everything with you cause now I feel like a burden so now its just whatever.

You have changed alot this year, we both have.. But I changed and my personality is the same.. You have changed.. But your personality did really freaking change... I usually don't do this but it I should. 

I typed this at 2am, so I mean it.

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xXTaeminnieLuvXx #1
...This makes me really sad I wish you could have told me sooner. I know that we both have changed and drifted and I never really saw it as me...I guess nowadays we see things from a different point of view. Some things we find funny some things just...kind of dumb and immature. I guess I do things more thinking about it than how I used to be. I'm sorry my personal life has gotten into this too. You're right you haven't changed, just some of your habits and it annoys me because I know you can do better. But that's not the point. Anyway, we still have out lives ahead of us and we know that stuff will change but still, I know in my heart that we can keep our friendship in deep. For example when we went to the mall and was twerking in the store (gawd) you were Omg I miss this I miss you and it made it less awkward. I think I'm worrying about a lot more than I should at the moment. I'm so...focused on school and making sure everything is perfect for me and not really realizing its changing,well, us. I'm sorry Sophia...I do feel the same as you too, but I never really got the courage to say anything. I just feel like it's not always me,because I feel like when we talk about Kpop you don't care but then when it's something retarded like..completely different it's like .-. Anyway, the reason I don't always wanna text you is because you always text about like stupid boys and Instagram that you know I know care about or something...or something dumb that doesn't sound like you at all. Yeah,stuff you do and say isn't like how you used to be at all. But you said on the phone, we turned into complete and total teenagers. So I guess this would be considered...normal?? I dunno..but all I know is that I won't ever lose you because you are so deep into my heart okay? You built like most of my heart and it will break without you. You're too important to me. But I promise you that I will try to do better for you,and I hope you can do the same...
MIRaclebiased #2
I know how you feel '-' I lost one of my close friends, we keep in touch, once in a while, but I don't tell her anything anymore. And Evan if I did, she wouldn't care, cause its about people in my school that she doesn't know, so its a bit awkward. She hasn't changed much, but more serious now. I think its the point of not staying together as much that makes friends drift apart.
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