...sit staring at the picture of Kim Himchan for full three hours in the photobooks and wonder "Channie, what kind of a person are you.? Really. Like really. What is your one secret you'll never let anyone know? Can I ever know that secret in this life time, Himchan? How hard is it for you? Or simple. How simple is it? What do you see when you look in the mirror? Or does it not matter? What was it like? What will it be like?"

...

I don't know why I do like this.

It's depressing. Hallucinogenic. Delusional.

Anyway. Himchan is not my bias. He's more like... my anti-bias? The kind of guy who makes me not wanna have a bias. Ever. In ANY group. (THAT'S THE TYPA   THAT'LL MAKE ME NOT WANT US TO MEET EACH OTHER).

Meh.

Lesson of the day: I shouldn't listen to Eminem while looking at Himchan's pictures in future.