I'm having a thought provoking night. I can't help but stop and wonder what my goals are in life and ask myself if I'm actively working towards them. I'm a kind of person who finds interest in many things. Lately I've been wondering where my boundaries lie and if I have any. Can I really do anything I put my mind to? Why not right? I'm a girl from a small town that only has one stop light. I became interested in Japan and now I live here. But my story won't end here. I have no idea what the rest of my life is going to look like. Part of me is scared of what will or will not be in my future. It makes me want to plan it out but then I have learned from experience, if you make a plan or not, life will turn out however it wants. No matter what you think you want from life, it will give you the best as long as you are willing to accept it. Maybe all of my 'failures' in life were leading me to my ultimate goal. Exactly what is that goal? Life is really scary and exciting. My biggest fear is wasting it.